Why is it that I'm so easily disappointed in some people when they do or don't do what I think is the right thing to do? Who am I to say that my morals, standards or opinions are the "right" way?
Why do we get upset when we feel let down by someone? Why can't people change for other people when you ask numerous times for them to act differently because their actions are upsetting you? What does it mean about your relationships when someone isn't willing to compromise? Why do those being asked to change think that they've done everything in their power to honor your wishes, yet you feel as they've done nothing. Must be something more to the relationship than you thought. Or is it something less?
Why does cancer make you feel less whole? Why do you feel vulnerable, helpless, even so cautious and guarded that you become less trusting of people? Why is every single thing in your life suddenly a big deal? Where did my self confidence go? All the changes you need to make just to survive take all the normalcy out of your life and everyone one else goes on as if the bump in the road is over, while you keep a safe distance to protect yourself from what you don't know or can't understand, but now controls you. People say that now it's a good time to be a little selfish. You don't always get what you give, yet no one likes a selfish person. Why do I deserve to have people behave the way I need them to - do I have that right? Or is this about control or loss of it? Make sure your safety wall has a bridge. Mine happens to be a small one.
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