Monday, March 7, 2011

Mixed Emotions

I haven't had my picture taken in months.

How can you stay strong on the outside when you are living a nightmare on the inside?

Did you know that the type of Leukemia that I have, CML, is the best type of Cancer you can get?  Wow, that's really great news!

There's something about the word Cancer that really sticks with you, even if you do have the "good" one.  Isn't it ironic, don't you think?  I should be thankful, grateful, humbled that I have a treatable Cancer.  I should be praising the Lord that I don't have to have traditional treatments - IV Chemo, Radiation.  I should be ashamed of myself for being upset that I have Cancer...afterall, it could be worse.

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